When you least expect it, nature has cunning ways of finding our weakest spot. Just remember: I am here. Right now you may not wanna feel anything. Maybe you never wanna feel anything. And maybe it is not to me you wanna speak about these things. But feel something you obviously did.
Look you had a beautiful friendship. Maybe more than a friendship. And I envy you. My place, most parents would hope the whole thing goes away, pray their sons land on their feet. But I am not such a parent.
We rip out so much of ourselves to be cured of things faster, that we go bankrupt by the age of thirty.And have less to offer each time we start with someone new. But to make yourself feel nothing so as not to feel anything--what a waste!
How you live your life is your business. Just remember, our hearts and our bodies are given to us only once. And before you know it, your heart is worn out, and, as for your body, there comes a point when no one looks at it, much less wants to come near it. Right now there is sorrow, pain. Do not kill it and with it the joy you felt.